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Twenty-one
GATHERING1 THREADS
I“I want to talk to you, Eileen,” said Miss Bulstrode.
Eileen Rich followed Miss Bulstrode into the latter’s sitting room. Meadowbank was strangelyquiet. About twenty-five pupils were still there. Pupils whose parents had found it either difficultor unwelcome to fetch them. The panic-stricken rush had, as Miss Bulstrode had hoped, beenchecked by her own tactics. There was a general feeling that by next term everything would havebeen cleared up. It was much wiser of Miss Bulstrode, they felt, to close the school.
None of the staff had left. Miss Johnson fretted2 with too much time on her hands. A day inwhich there was too little to do did not in the least suit her. Miss Chadwick, looking old andmiserable, wandered round in a kind of coma3 of misery4. She was far harder hit to all appearancethan Miss Bulstrode. Miss Bulstrode, indeed, managed apparently6 without difficulty to becompletely herself, unperturbed, and with no sign of strain or collapse7. The two youngermistresses were not averse8 to the extra leisure. They bathed in the swimming pool, wrote longletters to friends and relations and sent for cruise literature to study and compare. Ann Shaplandhad a good deal of time on her hands and did not appear to resent the fact. She spent a good dealof that time in the garden and devoted9 herself to gardening with quite unexpected efficiency. Thatshe preferred to be instructed in the work by Adam rather than by old Briggs was perhaps a notunnatural phenomenon.
“Yes, Miss Bulstrode?” said Eileen Rich.
“I’ve been wanting to talk to you,” said Miss Bulstrode. “Whether this school can continue ornot I do not know. What people will feel is always fairly incalculable because they will all feeldifferently. But the result will be that whoever feels most strongly will end by converting all therest. So either Meadowbank is finished—”
“No,” said Eileen Rich, interrupting, “not finished.” She almost stamped her foot and her hairimmediately began coming down. “You mustn’t let it be stopped,” she said. “It would be a sin—acrime.”
“You speak very strongly,” said Miss Bulstrode.
“I feel strongly. There are so many things that really don’t seem worthwhile a bit, butMeadowbank does seem worthwhile. It seemed worthwhile to me the first moment I came here.”
“You’re a fighter,” said Miss Bulstrode. “I like fighters, and I assure you that I don’t intend togive in tamely. In a way I’m going to enjoy the fight. You know, when everything’s too easy andthings go too well one gets—I don’t know the exact word I mean—complacent10? Bored? A kind ofhybrid of the two. But I’m not bored now and I’m not complacent and I’m going to fight withevery ounce of strength I’ve got, and with every penny I’ve got, too. Now what I want to say toyou is this: If Meadowbank continues, will you come in on a partnership11 basis?”
“Me?” Eileen Rich stared at her. “Me?”
“Yes, my dear,” said Miss Bulstrode. “You.”
“I couldn’t,” said Eileen Rich. “I don’t know enough. I’m too young. Why, I haven’t got theexperience, the knowledge that you’d want.”
“You must leave it to me to know what I want,” said Miss Bulstrode. “Mind you, this isn’t, atthe present moment of talking, a good offer. You’d probably do better for yourself elsewhere. ButI want to tell you this, and you’ve got to believe me. I had already decided12 before MissVansittart’s unfortunate death, that you were the person I wanted to carry on this school.”
“You thought so then?” Eileen Rich stared at her. “But I thought—we all thought—that MissVansittart….”
“There was no arrangement made with Miss Vansittart,” said Miss Bulstrode. “I had her inmind, I will confess. I’ve had her in mind for the last two years. But something’s always held meback from saying anything definite to her about it. I daresay everyone assumed that she’d be mysuccessor. She may have thought so herself. I myself thought so until very recently. And then Idecided that she was not what I wanted.”
“But she was so suitable in every way,” said Eileen Rich. “She would have carried out things inexactly your ways, in exactly your ideas.”
“Yes,” said Miss Bulstrode, “and that’s just what would have been wrong. You can’t hold on tothe past. A certain amount of tradition is good but never too much. A school is for the children oftoday. It’s not for the children of fifty years ago or even of thirty years ago. There are someschools in which tradition is more important than others, but Meadowbank is not one of those. It’snot a school with a long tradition behind it. It’s a creation, if I may say it, of one woman. Myself.
I’ve tried certain ideas and carried them out to the best of my ability, though occasionally I’ve hadto modify them when they haven’t produced the results I’d expected. It’s not been a conventionalschool, but it has not prided itself on being an unconventional school either. It’s a school that triesto make the best of both worlds: the past and the future, but the real stress is on the present. That’show it’s going to go on, how it ought to go on. Run by someone with ideas—ideas of the presentday. Keeping what is wise from the past, looking forward towards the future. You’re very muchthe age I was when I started here but you’ve got what I no longer can have. You’ll find it writtenin the Bible. Their old men dream dreams and their young men have visions. We don’t needdreams here, we need vision. I believe you to have vision and that’s why I decided that you werethe person and not Eleanor Vansittart.”
“It would have been wonderful,” said Eileen Rich. “Wonderful. The thing I should have likedabove all.”
Miss Bulstrode was faintly surprised by the tense, although she did not show it. Instead sheagreed promptly13.
“Yes,” she said, “it would have been wonderful. But it isn’t wonderful now? Well, I suppose Iunderstand that.”
“No, no, I don’t mean that at all,” said Eileen Rich. “Not at all. I—I can’t go into details verywell, but if you had—if you had asked me, spoken to me like this a week or a fortnight ago, Ishould have said at once that I couldn’t, that it would have been quite impossible. The only reasonwhy it—why it might be possible now is because—well, because it is a case of fighting—of takingon things. May I—may I think it over, Miss Bulstrode? I don’t know what to say now.”
“Of course,” said Miss Bulstrode. She was still surprised. One never really knew, she thought,about anybody.
II
“There goes Rich with her hair coming down again,” said Ann Shapland as she straightenedherself up from a flower bed. “If she can’t control it I can’t think why she doesn’t get it cut off.
She’s got a good-shaped head and she would look better.”
“You ought to tell her so,” said Adam.
“We’re not on those terms,” said Ann Shapland. She went on, “D’you think this place will beable to carry on?”
“That’s a very doubtful question,” said Adam, “and who am I to judge?”
“You could tell as well as another I should think,” said Ann Shapland. “It might, you know. Theold Bull, as the girls call her, has got what it takes. A hypnotizing effect on parents to begin with.
How long is it since the beginning of term—only a month? It seems like a year. I shall be gladwhen it comes to an end.”
“Will you come back if the school goes on?”
“No,” said Ann with emphasis, “no indeed. I’ve had enough of schools to last me for a lifetime.
I’m not cut out for being cooped up with a lot of women anyway. And, frankly15, I don’t likemurder. It’s the sort of thing that’s fun to read about in the paper or to read yourself to sleep within the way of a nice book. But the real thing isn’t so good. I think,” added Ann thoughtfully, “thatwhen I leave here at the end of the term I shall marry Dennis and settle down.”
“Dennis?” said Adam. “That’s the one you mentioned to me, wasn’t it? As far as I rememberhis work takes him to Burma and Malaya and Singapore and Japan and places like that. It won’t beexactly settling down, will it, if you marry him?”
Ann laughed suddenly. “No, no, I suppose it won’t. Not in the physical, geographical16 sense.”
“I think you can do better than Dennis,” said Adam.
“Are you making me an offer?” said Ann.
“Certainly not,” said Adam. “You’re an ambitious girl, you wouldn’t like to marry a humblejobbing gardener.”
“I was wondering about marrying into the C.I.D.,” said Ann.
“I’m not in the C.I.D.,” said Adam.
“No, no, of course not,” said Ann. “Let’s preserve the niceties of speech. You’re not in theC.I.D. Shaista wasn’t kidnapped, everything in the garden’s lovely. It is rather,” she added,looking round. “All the same,” she said after a moment or two, “I don’t understand in the leastabout Shaista turning up in Geneva or whatever the story is. How did she get there? All youpeople must be very slack to allow her to be taken out of this country.”
“My lips are sealed,” said Adam.
“I don’t think you know the first thing about it,” said Ann.
“I will admit,” said Adam, “that we have to thank Monsieur Hercule Poirot for having had abright idea.”
“What, the funny little man who brought Julia back and came to see Miss Bulstrode?”
“Yes. He calls himself,” said Adam, “a consultant17 detective.”
“I think he’s pretty much of a has-been,” said Ann.
“I don’t understand what he’s up to at all,” said Adam. “He even went to see my mother—orsome friend of his did.”
“Your mother?” said Ann. “Why?”
“I’ve no idea. He seems to have a kind of morbid18 interest in mothers. He went to see Jennifer’smother too.”
“Did he go and see Miss Rich’s mother, and Chaddy’s?”
“I gather Miss Rich hasn’t got a mother,” said Adam. “Otherwise, no doubt, he would havegone to see her.”
“Miss Chadwick’s got a mother in Cheltenham, she told me,” said Ann, “but she’s about eighty-odd, I believe. Poor Miss Chadwick, she looks about eighty herself. She’s coming to talk to usnow.”
Adam looked up. “Yes,” he said, “she’s aged5 a lot in the last week.”
“Because she really loves the school,” said Ann. “It’s her whole life. She can’t bear to see it godownhill.”
Miss Chadwick indeed looked ten years older than she had done on the day of the opening term.
Her step had lost its brisk efficiency. She no longer trotted19 about, happy and bustling20. She came upto them now, her steps dragging a little.
“Will you please come to Miss Bulstrode,” she said to Adam. “She has some instruction aboutthe garden.”
“I’ll have to clean up a bit first,” said Adam. He laid down his tools and moved off in thedirection of the potting shed.
Ann and Miss Chadwick walked together towards the house.
“It does seem quiet, doesn’t it,” said Ann, looking round. “Like an empty house at the theatre,”
she added thoughtfully, “with people spaced out by the box office as tactfully as possible to makethem look like an audience.”
“It’s dreadful,” said Miss Chadwick, “dreadful! Dreadful to think that Meadowbank has cometo this. I can’t get over it. I can’t sleep at night. Everything in ruins. All the years of work, ofbuilding up something really fine.”
“It may get all right again,” said Ann cheerfully. “People have got very short memories, youknow.”
“Not as short as all that,” said Miss Chadwick grimly.
Ann did not answer. In her heart she rather agreed with Miss Chadwick.
III
Mademoiselle Blanche came out of the classroom where she had been teaching French literature.
She glanced at her watch. Yes, there would be plenty of time for what she intended to do. Withso few pupils there was always plenty of time these days.
She went upstairs to her room and put on her hat. She was not one of those who went abouthatless. She studied her appearance in the mirror with satisfaction. Not a personality to be noticed!
Well, there could be advantages in that! She smiled to herself. It had made it easy for her to useher sister’s testimonials. Even the passport photograph had gone unchallenged. It would have beena thousand pities to waste those excellent credentials21 when Angèle had died. Angèle had reallyenjoyed teaching. For herself, it was unutterable boredom22. But the pay was excellent. Far abovewhat she herself had ever been able to earn. And besides, things had turned out unbelievably well.
The future was going to be very different. Oh yes, very different. The drab Mademoiselle Blanchewould be transformed. She saw it all in her mind’s eye. The Riviera. Herself smartly dressed,suitably made-up. All one needed in this world was money. Oh yes, things were going to be verypleasant indeed. It was worth having come to this detestable English school.
She picked up her handbag, went out of her room and along the corridor. Her eyes dropped tothe kneeling woman who was busy there. A new daily help. A police spy, of course. How simplethey were—to think that one would not know!
A contemptuous smile on her lips, she went out of the house and down the drive to the frontgate. The bus stop was almost opposite. She stood at it, waiting. The bus should be here in amoment or two.
There were very few people about in this quiet country road. A car, with a man bending overthe open bonnet23. A bicycle leaning against a hedge. A man also waiting for the bus.
One or other of the three would, no doubt, follow her. It would be skilfully24 done, not obviously.
She was quite alive to the fact, and it did not worry her. Her “shadow” was welcome to see whereshe went and what she did.
The bus came. She got in. A quarter of an hour later, she got out in the main square of the town.
She did not trouble to look behind her. She crossed to where the shop windows of a fairly largedepartmental store showed their display of new model gowns. Poor stuff, for provincial25 tastes, shethought, with a curling lip. But she stood looking at them as though much attracted.
Presently she went inside, made one or two trivial purchases, then went up to the first floor andentered the Ladies Rest Room. There was a writing table there, some easy chairs, and a telephonebox. She went into the box, put the necessary coins in, dialled the number she wanted, waiting tohear if the right voice answered.
She nodded in approval, pressed button A and spoke14.
“This is the Maison Blanche. You understand me, the Maison Blanche? I have to speak of anaccount that is owed. You have until tomorrow evening. Tomorrow evening. To pay into theaccount of the Maison Blanche at the Credit Nationale in London, Ledbury St. branch the sum thatI tell you.”
She named the sum.
“If that money is not paid in, then it will be necessary for me to report in the proper quarterswhat I observed on the night of the 12th. The reference—pay—attention—is to Miss Springer.
You have a little over twenty-four hours.”
She hung up and emerged into the rest room. A woman had just come in from outside. Anothercustomer of the shop, perhaps, or again perhaps not. But if the latter, it was too late for anything tobe overheard.
Mademoiselle Blanche freshened herself up in the adjoining cloak room, then she went andtried on a couple of blouses, but did not buy them; she went out into the street again, smiling toherself. She looked into a bookshop, and then caught a bus back to Meadowbank.
She was still smiling to herself as she walked up the drive. She had arranged matters very well.
The sum she had demanded had not been too large—not impossible to raise at short notice. And itwould do very well to go on with. Because, of course, in the future, there would be furtherdemands….
Yes, a very pretty little source of income this was going to be. She had no qualms26 ofconscience. She did not consider it in any way her duty to report what she knew and had seen tothe police. That Springer had been a detestable woman, rude, mal élevée. Prying27 into what was nobusiness of hers. Ah, well, she had got her deserts.
Mademoiselle Blanche stayed for a while by the swimming pool. She watched Eileen Richdiving. Then Ann Shapland, too, climbed up and dived—very well, too. There was laughing andsqueals from the girls.
A bell rang, and Mademoiselle Blanche went in to take her junior class. They were inattentiveand tiresome28, but Mademoiselle Blanche hardly noticed. She would soon have done with teachingforever.
She went up to her room to tidy herself for supper. Vaguely29, without really noticing, she sawthat, contrary to her usual practice, she had thrown her garden coat across a chair in the cornerinstead of hanging it up as usual.
She leaned forward, studying her face in the glass. She applied30 powder, lipstick—The movement was so quick that it took her completely by surprise. Noiseless! Professional.
The coat on the chair seemed to gather itself together, drop to the ground and in an instant behindMademoiselle Blanche a hand with a sandbag rose and, as she opened her lips to scream, fell,dully, on the back of her neck.
 


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1 gathering ChmxZ     
n.集会,聚会,聚集
参考例句:
  • He called on Mr. White to speak at the gathering.他请怀特先生在集会上讲话。
  • He is on the wing gathering material for his novels.他正忙于为他的小说收集资料。
2 fretted 82ebd7663e04782d30d15d67e7c45965     
焦躁的,附有弦马的,腐蚀的
参考例句:
  • The wind whistled through the twigs and fretted the occasional, dirty-looking crocuses. 寒风穿过枯枝,有时把发脏的藏红花吹刮跑了。 来自英汉文学
  • The lady's fame for hitting the mark fretted him. 这位太太看问题深刻的名声在折磨着他。
3 coma vqxzR     
n.昏迷,昏迷状态
参考例句:
  • The patient rallied from the coma.病人从昏迷中苏醒过来。
  • She went into a coma after swallowing a whole bottle of sleeping pills.她吃了一整瓶安眠药后就昏迷过去了。
4 misery G10yi     
n.痛苦,苦恼,苦难;悲惨的境遇,贫苦
参考例句:
  • Business depression usually causes misery among the working class.商业不景气常使工薪阶层受苦。
  • He has rescued me from the mire of misery.他把我从苦海里救了出来。
5 aged 6zWzdI     
adj.年老的,陈年的
参考例句:
  • He had put on weight and aged a little.他胖了,也老点了。
  • He is aged,but his memory is still good.他已年老,然而记忆力还好。
6 apparently tMmyQ     
adv.显然地;表面上,似乎
参考例句:
  • An apparently blind alley leads suddenly into an open space.山穷水尽,豁然开朗。
  • He was apparently much surprised at the news.他对那个消息显然感到十分惊异。
7 collapse aWvyE     
vi.累倒;昏倒;倒塌;塌陷
参考例句:
  • The country's economy is on the verge of collapse.国家的经济已到了崩溃的边缘。
  • The engineer made a complete diagnosis of the bridge's collapse.工程师对桥的倒塌做了一次彻底的调查分析。
8 averse 6u0zk     
adj.厌恶的;反对的,不乐意的
参考例句:
  • I don't smoke cigarettes,but I'm not averse to the occasional cigar.我不吸烟,但我不反对偶尔抽一支雪茄。
  • We are averse to such noisy surroundings.我们不喜欢这么吵闹的环境。
9 devoted xu9zka     
adj.忠诚的,忠实的,热心的,献身于...的
参考例句:
  • He devoted his life to the educational cause of the motherland.他为祖国的教育事业贡献了一生。
  • We devoted a lengthy and full discussion to this topic.我们对这个题目进行了长时间的充分讨论。
10 complacent JbzyW     
adj.自满的;自鸣得意的
参考例句:
  • We must not become complacent the moment we have some success.我们决不能一见成绩就自满起来。
  • She was complacent about her achievements.她对自己的成绩沾沾自喜。
11 partnership NmfzPy     
n.合作关系,伙伴关系
参考例句:
  • The company has gone into partnership with Swiss Bank Corporation.这家公司已经和瑞士银行公司建立合作关系。
  • Martin has taken him into general partnership in his company.马丁已让他成为公司的普通合伙人。
12 decided lvqzZd     
adj.决定了的,坚决的;明显的,明确的
参考例句:
  • This gave them a decided advantage over their opponents.这使他们比对手具有明显的优势。
  • There is a decided difference between British and Chinese way of greeting.英国人和中国人打招呼的方式有很明显的区别。
13 promptly LRMxm     
adv.及时地,敏捷地
参考例句:
  • He paid the money back promptly.他立即还了钱。
  • She promptly seized the opportunity his absence gave her.她立即抓住了因他不在场给她创造的机会。
14 spoke XryyC     
n.(车轮的)辐条;轮辐;破坏某人的计划;阻挠某人的行动 v.讲,谈(speak的过去式);说;演说;从某种观点来说
参考例句:
  • They sourced the spoke nuts from our company.他们的轮辐螺帽是从我们公司获得的。
  • The spokes of a wheel are the bars that connect the outer ring to the centre.辐条是轮子上连接外圈与中心的条棒。
15 frankly fsXzcf     
adv.坦白地,直率地;坦率地说
参考例句:
  • To speak frankly, I don't like the idea at all.老实说,我一点也不赞成这个主意。
  • Frankly speaking, I'm not opposed to reform.坦率地说,我不反对改革。
16 geographical Cgjxb     
adj.地理的;地区(性)的
参考例句:
  • The current survey will have a wider geographical spread.当前的调查将在更广泛的地域范围內进行。
  • These birds have a wide geographical distribution.这些鸟的地理分布很广。
17 consultant 2v0zp3     
n.顾问;会诊医师,专科医生
参考例句:
  • He is a consultant on law affairs to the mayor.他是市长的一个法律顾问。
  • Originally,Gar had agreed to come up as a consultant.原来,加尔只答应来充当我们的顾问。
18 morbid u6qz3     
adj.病的;致病的;病态的;可怕的
参考例句:
  • Some people have a morbid fascination with crime.一些人对犯罪有一种病态的痴迷。
  • It's morbid to dwell on cemeteries and such like.不厌其烦地谈论墓地以及诸如此类的事是一种病态。
19 trotted 6df8e0ef20c10ef975433b4a0456e6e1     
小跑,急走( trot的过去分词 ); 匆匆忙忙地走
参考例句:
  • She trotted her pony around the field. 她骑着小马绕场慢跑。
  • Anne trotted obediently beside her mother. 安妮听话地跟在妈妈身边走。
20 bustling LxgzEl     
adj.喧闹的
参考例句:
  • The market was bustling with life. 市场上生机勃勃。
  • This district is getting more and more prosperous and bustling. 这一带越来越繁华了。
21 credentials credentials     
n.证明,资格,证明书,证件
参考例句:
  • He has long credentials of diplomatic service.他的外交工作资历很深。
  • Both candidates for the job have excellent credentials.此项工作的两个求职者都非常符合资格。
22 boredom ynByy     
n.厌烦,厌倦,乏味,无聊
参考例句:
  • Unemployment can drive you mad with boredom.失业会让你无聊得发疯。
  • A walkman can relieve the boredom of running.跑步时带着随身听就不那么乏味了。
23 bonnet AtSzQ     
n.无边女帽;童帽
参考例句:
  • The baby's bonnet keeps the sun out of her eyes.婴孩的帽子遮住阳光,使之不刺眼。
  • She wore a faded black bonnet garnished with faded artificial flowers.她戴着一顶褪了色的黑色无边帽,帽上缀着褪了色的假花。
24 skilfully 5a560b70e7a5ad739d1e69a929fed271     
adv. (美skillfully)熟练地
参考例句:
  • Hall skilfully weaves the historical research into a gripping narrative. 霍尔巧妙地把历史研究揉进了扣人心弦的故事叙述。
  • Enthusiasm alone won't do. You've got to work skilfully. 不能光靠傻劲儿,得找窍门。
25 provincial Nt8ye     
adj.省的,地方的;n.外省人,乡下人
参考例句:
  • City dwellers think country folk have provincial attitudes.城里人以为乡下人思想迂腐。
  • Two leading cadres came down from the provincial capital yesterday.昨天从省里下来了两位领导干部。
26 qualms qualms     
n.不安;内疚
参考例句:
  • He felt no qualms about borrowing money from friends.他没有对于从朋友那里借钱感到不安。
  • He has no qualms about lying.他撒谎毫不内疚。
27 prying a63afacc70963cb0fda72f623793f578     
adj.爱打听的v.打听,刺探(他人的私事)( pry的现在分词 );撬开
参考例句:
  • I'm sick of you prying into my personal life! 我讨厌你刺探我的私生活!
  • She is always prying into other people's affairs. 她总是打听别人的私事。 来自《简明英汉词典》
28 tiresome Kgty9     
adj.令人疲劳的,令人厌倦的
参考例句:
  • His doubts and hesitations were tiresome.他的疑惑和犹豫令人厌烦。
  • He was tiresome in contending for the value of his own labors.他老为他自己劳动的价值而争强斗胜,令人生厌。
29 vaguely BfuzOy     
adv.含糊地,暖昧地
参考例句:
  • He had talked vaguely of going to work abroad.他含糊其词地说了到国外工作的事。
  • He looked vaguely before him with unseeing eyes.他迷迷糊糊的望着前面,对一切都视而不见。
30 applied Tz2zXA     
adj.应用的;v.应用,适用
参考例句:
  • She plans to take a course in applied linguistics.她打算学习应用语言学课程。
  • This cream is best applied to the face at night.这种乳霜最好晚上擦脸用。

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