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Narrative of Cecilia Williams
Dear Mr. Poirot,
I am sending you an account of those events in September, 19…actually
witnessed by myself.
I have been absolutely frank and have kept nothing back. You may show it to
Carla Crale. It may pain her, but I have always been a believer in truth.
Palliatives are harmful. One must have the courage to face reality. Without that
courage, life is meaningless. The people who do us most harm are the people who
shield us from reality.
Believe me, yours sincerely,
Cecilia Williams
My name is Cecilia Williams. I was engaged by Mrs. Crale as governess to her half sister Angela
Warren, in 19…I was then forty-eight.
I took up my duties at Alderbury, a very beautiful estate in south Devon which had belonged to
Mr. Crale’s family for many generations. I knew that Mr. Crale was a well-known painter, but I
did not meet him until I took up residence at Alderbury.
The household consisted of Mr. and Mrs. Crale, Angela Warren (then a girl of thirteen), and
three servants, all of whom had been with the family many years.
I found my pupil an interesting and promising character. She had very marked abilities and it
was a pleasure to teach her. She was somewhat wild and undisciplined, but these faults arose
mainly through high spirits, and I have always preferred my girls to show spirit. An excess of
vitality can be trained and guided into paths of real usefulness and achievement.
On the whole, I found Angela amenable to discipline. She had been somewhat spoiled—mainly
by Mrs. Crale, who was far too indulgent where she was concerned. Mr. Crale’s influence was, I
considered, unwise. He indulged her absurdly one day, and was unnecessarily peremptory on
another occasion. He was very much a man of moods—possibly owing to what is styled the
artistic temperament.
I have never seen, myself, why the possession of artistic ability should be supposed to excuse a
man from a decent exercise of self-control. I did not myself admire Mr. Crale’s paintings. The
drawing seemed to me faulty and the colouring exaggerated, but naturally I was not called upon to
express any opinion on these matters.
I soon formed a deep attachment to Mrs. Crale. I admired her character and her fortitude in the
difficulties of her life. Mr. Crale was not a faithful husband, and I think that that fact was the
source of much pain to her. A stronger-minded woman would have left him, but Mrs. Crale never
seemed to contemplate such a course. She endured his infidelities and forgave him for them—but I
may say that she did not take them meekly. She remonstrated—and with spirit!
It was said at the trial that they led a cat and dog life. I would not go as far as that—Mrs. Crale
had too much dignity for that term to apply, but they did have quarrels. And I consider that that
was only natural under the circumstances.
I had been with Mrs. Crale just over two years when Miss Elsa Greer appeared upon the scene.
She arrived down at Alderbury in the summer of 19…Mrs. Crale had not met her previously. She
was Mr. Crale’s friend, and she was said to be there for the purpose of having her portrait painted.
It was apparent at once that Mr. Crale was infatuated with this girl and that the girl herself was
doing nothing to discourage him. She behaved, in my opinion, quite outrageously, being
abominably rude to Mrs. Crale, and openly flirting with Mr. Crale.
Naturally Mrs. Crale said nothing to me, but I could see that she was disturbed and unhappy,
and I did everything in my power to distract her mind and lighten her burden. Miss Greer sat every
day to Mr. Crale, but I noticed that the picture was not getting on very fast. They had, no doubt,
other things to talk about!
My pupil, I am thankful to say, noticed very little of what was going on. Angela was in some
ways young for her age. Though her intellect was well developed, she was not at all what I may
term precocious. She seemed to have no wish to read undesirable books, and showed no signs of
morbid curiosity such as girls often do at her age.
She, therefore, saw nothing undesirable in the friendship between Mr. Crale and Miss Greer.
Nevertheless she disliked Miss Greer and thought her stupid. Here she was quite right. Miss Greer
had had, I presume, a proper education, but she never opened a book and was quite unfamiliar
with current literary allusions. Moreover she could not sustain a discussion on any intellectual
subject.
She was entirely taken up with her personal appearance, her clothes, and men.
Angela, I think, did not even realize that her sister was unhappy. She was not at that time a very
perceptive person. She spent a lot of time in hoydenish pastimes, such as tree climbing and wild
feats of bicycling. She was also a passionate reader and showed excellent taste in what she liked
and disliked.
Mrs. Crale was always careful to conceal any signs of unhappiness from Angela, and exerted
herself to appear bright and cheerful when the girl was about.
Miss Greer went back to London—at which, I can tell you, we were all very pleased! The
servants disliked her as much as I did. She was the kind of person who gives a lot of unnecessary
trouble and forgets to say thank you.
Mr. Crale went away shortly afterwards, and of course I knew that he had gone after the girl. I
was very sorry for Mrs. Crale. She felt these things very keenly. I felt extremely bitter towards Mr.
Crale. When a man has a charming, gracious, intelligent wife, he’s no business to treat her badly.
However, she and I both hoped the affair would soon be over. Not that we mentioned the
subject to each other—we did not—but she knew quite well how I felt about it.
Unfortunately, after some weeks, the pair of them reappeared. It seemed the sittings were to be
resumed.
Mr. Crale was now painting with absolute frenzy. He seemed less preoccupied with the girl than
with his picture of her. Nevertheless I realized that this was not the usual kind of thing we had
gone through before. This girl had got her claws into him and she meant business. He was just like
wax in her hands.
The thing came to a head on the day before he died—that is on Sept. 17. Miss Greer’s manner
had been unbearably insolent the last few days. She was feeling sure of herself and she wanted to
assert her importance. Mrs. Crale behaved like a true gentlewoman. She was icily polite, but she
showed the other clearly what she thought of her.
On this day, Sept. 17, as we were sitting in the drawing room after lunch, Miss Greer came out
with an amazing remark as to how she was going to redecorate the room when she was living at
Alderbury.
Naturally Mrs. Crale couldn’t let that pass. She challenged her, and Miss Greer had the
impudence to say, before us all, that she was going to marry Mr. Crale. She actually talked about
marrying a married man—and she said it to his wife!
I was very, very angry with Mr. Crale. How dared he let this girl insult his wife in her own
drawing room? If he wanted to run away with the girl, he should have gone off with her, not
brought her into his wife’s house and backed her up in her insolence.
In spite of what she must have felt, Mrs. Crale did not lose her dignity. Her husband came in
just then, and she immediately demanded confirmation from him.
He was, not unnaturally, annoyed with Miss Greer for her unconsidered forcing of the situation.
Apart from anything else, it made him appear at a disadvantage, and men do not like appearing at a
disadvantage. It upsets their vanity.
He stood there, a great giant of a man, looking as sheepish and foolish as a naughty schoolboy.
It was his wife who carried off the honours of the situation. He had to mutter foolishly that it was
true, but that he hadn’t meant her to learn it like this.
I have never seen anything like the look of scorn she gave him. She went out of the room with
her head held high. She was a beautiful woman—much more beautiful than that flamboyant girl—
and she walked like an Empress.
I hoped, with all my heart, that Amyas Crale would be punished for the cruelty he had displayed
and for the indignity he had put upon a long-suffering and noble woman.
For the first time, I tried to say something of what I felt to Mrs. Crale, but she stopped me.
She said:
“We must try and behave as usual. It’s the best way. We’re all going over to Meredith Blake’s
to tea.”
I said to her then:
“I think you are wonderful, Mrs. Crale.”
She said:
“You don’t know….”
Then, as she was going out of the room, she came back and kissed me. She said:
“You’re such a comfort to me.”
She went to her room then and I think she cried. I saw her when they all started off. She was
wearing a big-brimmed hat that shaded her face—a hat she very seldom wore.
Mr. Crale was uneasy, but was trying to brazen things out. Mr. Philip Blake was trying to
behave as usual. That Miss Greer was looking like a cat who has got at the cream jug. All self-
satisfaction and purrs!
They all started off. They got back about six. I did not see Mrs. Crale again alone that evening.
She was very quiet and composed at dinner, and she went to bed early. I don’t think that anyone
knew how she was suffering.
The evening was taken up with a kind of running quarrel between Mr. Crale and Angela. They
brought up the old school question again. He was irritable and on edge, and she was unusually
trying. The whole matter was settled and her outfit had been bought, and there was no sense in
starting up an argument again, but she suddenly chose to make a grievance of it. I have no doubt
she sensed the tension in the air and that it reacted on her as much as on everybody else. I am
afraid I was too preoccupied with my own thoughts to try and check her as I should have done. It
all ended with her flinging a paperweight at Mr. Crale and dashing out of the room.
I went after her and told her sharply that I was ashamed of her behaving like a baby, but she was
still very uncontrolled, and I thought it best to leave her alone.
I hesitated as to whether to go to Mrs. Crale’s room, but I decided in the end that it would,
perhaps, annoy her. I wish since that I had overcome my diffidence and insisted on her talking to
me. If she had done so, it might possibly have made a difference. She had no one, you see, in
whom she could confide. Although I admire self-control, I must regretfully admit that sometimes it
can be carried too far. A natural outlet to the feelings is better.
I met Mr. Crale as I went along to my room. He said good night, but I did not answer.
The next morning was, I remember, a beautiful day. One felt when waking that surely with such
peace all around even a man must come to his senses.
I went into Angela’s room before going down to breakfast, but she was already up and out. I
picked up a torn skirt which she had left lying on the floor and took it down with me for her to
mend after breakfast.
She had, however, obtained bread and marmalade from the kitchen and gone out. After I had
had my own breakfast I went in search of her. I mention this to explain why I was not more with
Mrs. Crale on that morning as perhaps I should have been. At the time, however, I felt it was my
duty to look for Angela. She was very naughty and obstinate about mending her clothes, and I had
no intention of allowing her to defy me in the matter.
Her bathing dress was missing and I accordingly went down to the beach. There was no sign of
her in the water or on the rocks, so I conceived it possible that she had gone over to Mr. Meredith
Blake’s. She and he were great friends. I accordingly rowed myself across and resumed my search.
I did not find her and eventually returned. Mrs. Crale, Mr. Blake and Mr. Philip Blake were on the
terrace.
It was very hot that morning if one was out of the wind, and the house and terrace were
sheltered. Mrs. Crale suggested they might like some iced beer.
There was a little conservatory which had been built on to the house in Victorian days. Mrs.
Crale disliked it, and it was not used for plants, but it had been made into a kind of bar, with
various bottles of gin, vermouth, lemonade, ginger beer, etc., on shelves, and a small refrigerator
which was filled with ice every morning and in which some beer and ginger beer was always kept.
Mrs. Crale went there to get the beer and I went with her. Angela was at the refrigerator and
was just taking out a bottle of beer.
Mrs. Crale went in ahead of me. She said:
“I want a bottle of beer to take down to Amyas.”
It is so difficult now to know whether I ought to have suspected anything. Her voice, I feel
almost convinced, was perfectly normal. But I must admit that at that moment I was intent, not on
her, but on Angela. Angela was by the refrigerator and I was glad to see that she looked red and
rather guilty.
I was rather sharp with her, and to my surprise she was quite meek. I asked her where she had
been, and she said she had been bathing. I said: “I didn’t see you on the beach.” And she laughed.
Then I asked her where her jersey was, and she said she must have left it down on the beach.
I mention these details to explain why I let Mrs. Crale take the beer down to the Battery garden.
The rest of the morning is quite blank in my mind. Angela fetched her needlebook and mended
her skirt without any more fuss. I rather think that I mended some of the household linen. Mr.
Crale did not come up for lunch. I was glad that he had at least that much decency.
After lunch, Mrs. Crale said she was going down to the Battery. I wanted to retrieve Angela’s
jersey from the beach. We started down together. She went into the Battery—I was going on when
her cry called me back. As I told you when you came to see me, she asked me to go up and
telephone. On the way up I met Mr. Meredith Blake and then went back to Mrs. Crale.
That was my story as I told it at the inquest and later at the trial.
What I am about to write down I have never told to any living soul. I was not asked any
question to which I returned an untrue answer. Nevertheless I was guilty of withholding certain
facts—I do not repent of that. I would do it again. I am fully aware that in revealing this I may be
laying myself open to censure, but I do not think that after this lapse of time anyone will take the
matter very seriously—especially since Caroline Crale was convicted without my evidence.
This, then, is what happened.
I met Mr. Meredith Blake as I said, and I ran down the path again as quickly as I could. I was
wearing sandshoes and I have always been light on my feet. I came to the open Battery door, and
this is what I saw.
Mrs. Crale was busily polishing the beer bottle on the table with her handkerchief. Having done
so, she took her dead husband’s hand and pressed the fingers of it on the beer bottle. All the time
she was listening and on the alert. It was the fear I saw on her face that told me the truth.
I knew then, beyond any possible doubt, that Caroline Crale had poisoned her husband. And I,
for one, do not blame her. He drove her to a point beyond human endurance, and he brought his
fate upon himself.
I never mentioned the incident to Mrs. Crale and she never knew that I had seen it.
Caroline Crale’s daughter must not bolster up her life with a lie. However much it may pain her
to know the truth, truth is the only thing that matters.
Tell her, from me, that her mother is not to be judged. She was driven beyond what a loving
woman can endure. It is for her daughter to understand and forgive.
End of Cecilia Williams’s Narrative.

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